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and all i wanted was a simple thing, a simple kind of life
for the damaged
h/p/a/v/c: the unvanquished truth pt II
i really want to be cut loose from johannah and her from me without any hard feelings. i want her off the radar screen and back in the background, like we never met and we can just go on knowing we regard each other well but don’t need that connection. i found her underwear when i was moving and…
WHAT WHAT WHAT instead of writing this why don’t you talk to me? say this in an email. Be an adult. You want to live like we never met. Then live like it, I am not polluting your life, you are allowing your memory of me to do so. Get over it. You cheating on me is my cross to bare. I don’t see any of my goddamn actions should have any effect on you.
Instead of staring at these joke underwear when I was fifteen, throw them in the trash. Why would I want underwear that old, did you ever see me in them when you & i were together?
I moved on, though it’s hard and our past does affect my feelings in my relationship. Be happy. Move on. Live your life. Be free. Just communicate your woes about me with me. You not following me on twitter is not the end of the world, but you standing on your soapbox airing our dirty laundry is childish.
F 21Y Inpatient
just released from the hospital. I got drunk and carved four things in my legs
UNCARIN G
SELFISH
FUCK OFF
APATHY
I need to stop drinking. I need to stop caring. I need to get out of here.
I wrote this song for you to sing
I’m young and I love to be young
I’m free and I love to be free
To live my life the way I want
To say and do whatever I please
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